Sunday, June 15, 2014

Today was a good day

Something I haven't had much of this past month. Something I appreciate so very much when it does happen. 

My sugar levels are still all over the place. If graphed, they would look remarkably similar to a laboring woman's contraction charts. That bad. From 300 down to 70, back up to 250, then leveled out at 105. It's all a damn mess, that's truly what this "honeymoon stage" is. But today, unlike yesterday, I was able to laugh it off and move forward. Inject some insulin + continue on with my day without a care in the world. Trying to figure out why everyday can't be like today. 

Today was a good day. 

Jonah was a good boy. Don't get me wrong, he's a great kid, but as I've mentioned in previous blog posts, he drives me up the walls. Terrible twos// they really are terrible. But today, they seemed a little less terrible + a little more manageable as opposed to the days I want to rip my hair out & scream into my pillow. 

As many of you may know, since being diagnosed with t1d, I've been staying with my mother in Egypt, aka Fontana. After nearly 3 weeks I began to desperately miss home. My bed. My couch. My off the wall grandmother + grumpy grandfather. I missed all of it. So home is where I'm at tonight. Home sweet home. 

I had an enormous authentic Mexican plate for dinner + for once, neglected to count carbs and stress about what it would do to my sugar levels. Thankfully + surprisingly, it did absolutely nothing. 

I'm now comfy in bed, with a freshly bathed snuggle bug cuddled up to me. I have a trenta iced coffee staring at me from my nightstand + Grey's Anatomy waiting for me to press play on Netflix. Tonight is sweet. So perfect. Tomorrow might be the total opposite of today, but as for right now I. Am. Happy. I am content. I am blessed. I'm soaking all of these positive vibes in, in hopes they overflow into tomorrow + the next days to come. 

On a side note :: Happy Father's Day to all of the nurturing daddy souls out there, to all of the mamas that pull double shifts and to all of the anxious daddies to be. Hoping your day was delicious + sweet. 

Here's a litte taste of my very own delicious day to end your night. Wishing you all the sweetest dreams from this hunk of love + I. Thank you for visiting the RadAndRebellious // xo

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